LIVING I AM

Forty years ago, I was given a copy of Rotherham’s Emphasized Bible.  A giant and in every way a dense volume, an essay in its lengthy introduction awakened something in my soul and in my heart.  I realized that something, some level of awareness and understanding, was lacking in my life.

Life has its distractions.  Whether they are the demands of a job, the obligations of maintaining a marriage and raising children, or simply filling the hours of every day, there is a constant pull at us to deny our unity with God and ourselves.  Distractions.  Do we excel at sports?  Are we clever?  Are we rich?  Are we struggling to survive?  Are we drowning ourselves in gluttony, alcohol, drugs, or sexual excess?  Maybe we love watching others compete in sports or we live vicariously through other meaningless distractions.

Whatever.

There is an essay within the forward to the Rotherham that changed my life.  Brought up in a very traditional and extremely fundamentalist sect of Christianity, I had been programmed to behave in a certain way and to follow the path laid out by the several preachers on both sides of my parents’ families.  Yet, there was something missing.  THE INCOMMUNICABLE NAME was a mystery to me.  What did “I am the I am” mean?  Logically, it meant that God exists and is all that there is.  Yet my personal experience, my frustration and anger at the world made that seem ridiculous.  I read the essay over and over, until it became a part of me.

(Incommunicable Name, by Joseph B. Rotherham

https://www.endtime-insights.org/2020/04/the...)

Walking a spiritual path is a lifetime-consuming experience. Sometimes it brings important guides and insights into our lives.  I became a Rosicrucian in 2021 and accepted the knowledge that an impersonal, omnipresent Infinite Consciousness energizes and creates everything.  It creates our awareness.  It is our awareness.

Suzanne Siesemann’s Hemi-Sync presentation of GETTING TO KNOW YOUR TRUE NATURE finally helped me understand who I was and how I fit in the universe.  The pieces of the puzzle seem to finally fit together.

Namaskar and Blessings to all.